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I Choose To Live

***NOTE: This wiki is not against suicide, it just supports life.


"Even if you plan to kill yourself tomorrow, you still choose to live today."



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This is a wiki for all who choose to live. You don't have to be anti-death, or against anything that has to do with it(i.e. cutting, morbid crap, talk of death, even anticipating it). You just have to choose to live.
There are no obligations. Maybe you'll change your mind later. But, right now, life is worth living. And you're here for it.

So, if you're here right now at this moment, like you obviously are, you choose to live. If you didn't, you wouldn't be reading this right now, now would you?

You already know the rules, and probably can assume any others I haven't put up, so I won't bother.


Here are the Members:

(*Whispers* The word "members" is a link.)




***made by: [Incontinence Happens]




A PERFECT CIRCLE
"Gravity"


Lost again
Broken and weary
Unable to find my way
Tail in hand
Dizzy and clearly unable to
Just let this go


I am surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live


I fell again
Like a baby unable to stand on my own
Tail in hand
Dizzy and clearly unable to just let this go
High and surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live, I choose to live, I choose to live


Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
Help me survive the bottom


Calm these hands before they
Snare another pill and
Drive another nail down another
Needy hole please release me


I am surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live, I choose to live





This's a page for all who engage in self-harm in various forms:
http://www.recoveryourlife.com





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2005-02-24 [Lethargic Panda]: I just did a page search, it took all of four seconds. *is awesome*

2005-02-24 [Panda-monium]: Lmao, alright, if we wish to insult my lack of analytical thinking on that particular situation be my guest, in fact, if we are going to insult my vast stupidity, I would be more than happy to join.

2005-02-25 [Lethargic Panda]: I enjoy insulting the vast stupidities of the deserving, but thanks for the offer, sir.

2005-02-25 [Panda-monium]: *coughs* I am not a sir...But meh, I dont much care in the way of gender orientation, I wont be offended if you called me just about anything really, but just thought you should know I am, in fact, a woman.

2005-02-26 [Lethargic Panda]: Alrighty, sir. *salutes*

2005-02-26 [Moonlit Serenade]: Sir, ma'am, sir!! That solves everything.....

2005-02-26 [Lethargic Panda]: *pokes the Pearl* Where's she been? o.O

2005-03-01 [Ryvre]: what Pearl?????

2005-03-01 [Panda-monium]: I have no clue...

2005-03-01 [Lethargic Panda]: It returned. x.x I thought it had left...but no, it couldn't have...otherwise it'd not be like a disease. Oh well. And *pokes Moni* [Moonlit Serenade] = Pearl.

2005-03-01 [Panda-monium]: ahh I thought that was it. So how are ye?

2005-03-01 [Moonlit Serenade]: Er... where I have been??? Ummmm.. *thinks* Somewhere???? *smiles and waves* Yes, hello all of you who do not know my name! ^-^

2005-03-01 [Lethargic Panda]: *pokes* I's alright, I suppose. o.o How's Moni? And...be careful who you greet Pearl...that other one...she's like VD.

2005-03-01 [Moonlit Serenade]: VD?? Nan desu ka? (What is that?) A disease of some sort?? That's not nice to say to people, Panda... *nods*

2005-03-01 [Lethargic Panda]: It's true, though, and VD is an abbreviation for venereal disease. :P

2005-03-01 [Moonlit Serenade]: Ah. I see. Not big on diseases... 'cept Ebola... I think Ebola is intriguing... *nods* I see! But its mean.

2005-03-01 [Panda-monium]: Heylo Moonlit, and I am fine thanks Lethargic

2005-03-02 [Lethargic Panda]: Ebola is silly, like cancer. :D

2005-03-02 [Moonlit Serenade]: Ebola is awesome... Like you! (meant as a small insult by the way! ^_~) Hello, Moni!

2005-03-03 [Lethargic Panda]: ...Nothing insults me more than being compared to cool things. ?

2005-03-03 [Panda-monium]: heylo Moonlit

2005-03-05 [Moonlit Serenade]: *laughs* Silly Lethargic.... *pets* *giggles*

2005-03-07 [Lethargic Panda]: *pokes her nonsensical way of thinking*

2005-03-09 [Moonlit Serenade]: Hey! It makes perfect sense!! *tears* *giggles*

2005-03-09 [and i was a kaleidoscope]: hello everyone

2005-03-09 [Moonlit Serenade]: *gasps* OMG! Long time no... well, hardly any of you.... *blinks* *pets*

2005-03-10 [and i was a kaleidoscope]: *huggles* so whats been new?

2005-03-10 [Ryvre]: arsenic is awesome....and your thinking makes more sense than his(points to lethargic) and i'm not a disease i'm well.......definently not a disease for sure......it deepends on who you ask really

2005-03-11 [Moonlit Serenade]: Arsenic... Reminds me of the Brittish word for one's backside... *nods* *pets Amarillis* Nothin', Dovely!! *triumphs* My thinking makes more sense!!

2005-03-11 [BarleySinger]: [Moonlit Serenade] have you ever read "The Hot Zone?" It is all about Ebola and the people who deal with the disease.

2005-03-11 [Lethargic Panda]: You're definitely a disease...admit to it. o.o  And...most people who can read...well...have read "The Hot Zone"...I think.

2005-03-12 [Moonlit Serenade]: Oh!! Yes!! *huggles Barley* I love that book! I bought that book.... O.o.... Actually, I really found the entire topic of Ebola enthralling... You know??

2005-03-12 [and i was a kaleidoscope]: apparently i need to read said book

2005-03-12 [Moonlit Serenade]: Oh, yes. You do! Its so wonderful....

2005-03-12 [and i was a kaleidoscope]: in a gross kind of way

2005-03-12 [Moonlit Serenade]: Not really.... You know me and insides... Don't handle them well.... Ebola didn't sicken me at all!

2005-03-12 [and i was a kaleidoscope]: really, the stuff that rach told me seemed kind of... sickening

2005-03-12 [Moonlit Serenade]: You have to read it in context....

2005-03-12 [and i was a kaleidoscope]: oh

2005-03-12 [Lethargic Panda]: And so the conversation died.

2005-03-13 [Moonlit Serenade]: *laughs* *huggles Lethargic* And so it did!

2005-03-13 [and i was a kaleidoscope]: indeed^^

2005-03-13 [Lethargic Panda]: Oh boy, huggles. I'm filled with cuddly goodness. -.x *throws a fish*

2005-03-13 [and i was a kaleidoscope]: *catches fish*

2005-03-13 [Lethargic Panda]: ...The fish was secretly a machine that steals hands...forever.

2005-03-13 [and i was a kaleidoscope]: *grows new hands*

2005-03-14 [Lethargic Panda]: Perv.

2005-03-14 [Panda-monium]: lol

2005-03-15 [Lethargic Panda]: o.O

2005-03-15 [Panda-monium]: I dont understand whats going on so I am laughing :P

2005-03-15 [and i was a kaleidoscope]: *hands grow out of control*

2005-03-15 [Lethargic Panda]: ...I see.

2005-03-15 [Panda-monium]: o_O

2005-03-16 [Lethargic Panda]: Lets shoot things. :D

2005-03-16 [Panda-monium]: Or not...

2005-03-16 [Lethargic Panda]: *shoots your foot* Your choice. >:D

2005-03-16 [Panda-monium]: *winces* I was attached to that foot you know...

2005-03-16 [Lethargic Panda]: ...It went boom. !

2005-03-16 [Panda-monium]: Yeah...I noticed. *looks down at foot sadly*

2005-03-16 [Lethargic Panda]: ...you mean bloody stump?

2005-03-16 [Panda-monium]: Something like that... *looks down at it sadly*

2005-03-16 [Lethargic Panda]: I see. ^.^

2005-03-16 [Panda-monium]: So, how are ye?

2005-03-16 [Lethargic Panda]: Eh, yourself?

2005-03-16 [Panda-monium]: well I was doing rather well till you blew my foot off :P

2005-03-16 [Lethargic Panda]: I see. A shame it is.

2005-03-16 [Panda-monium]: Indeed...

2005-03-16 [Lethargic Panda]: *cries*

2005-03-16 [Panda-monium]: Aww, whats wrong?

2005-03-17 [Moonlit Serenade]: Lethargic...??

2005-03-17 [Lethargic Panda]: o.o Iono. I felt like garnering some attention. >:D

2005-03-17 [Panda-monium]: lol, okie...

2005-03-17 [Ryvre]: you ppl r wierd

2005-03-17 [Panda-monium]: Thank ye

2005-03-17 [Ryvre]: welcome

2005-03-17 [Panda-monium]: *bows* So how are ye?

2005-03-17 [Ryvre]: im fine how r u?

2005-03-17 [Panda-monium]: alright, thanks

2005-03-17 [Ryvre]: welcome again

2005-03-17 [Panda-monium]: lol, indeedy. So what are ye up ter?

2005-03-17 [Lethargic Panda]: *ponders* Yes, yes; I dislike her because she writes like jackass. *has viable reason*

2005-03-17 [Panda-monium]: Dislike whom?

2005-03-18 [Lethargic Panda]: Guess, m'dear Moni.

2005-03-18 [Panda-monium]: I dunno, me? Supposedly alot of people dont like me

2005-03-18 [Lethargic Panda]: Pft, Moni, stop being stupid, you know the one I dislike. x.x

2005-03-18 [Panda-monium]: If I der, I don't remember. I guess I tend to forget things. >.<

2005-03-18 [Moonlit Serenade]: *whispers to Moni* He is refering to Xylona, although, I don't know why... *pets Lethargic*

2005-03-18 [Panda-monium]: Oh..*nods* How come, she seemed nice enough...

2005-03-19 [Lethargic Panda]: She originally entered our conversation jackassing. She...continues jackassing to this day.

2005-03-19 [Panda-monium]: jackassing? I don't really comprehend what that entails.

2005-03-19 [Lethargic Panda]: Her entire spectrum of jackassery. o.o

2005-03-19 [Panda-monium]: No, what is jackassing?

2005-03-19 [Moonlit Serenade]: Being a jack-ass... *blinks* You're harsh, Lethargic... You should be a hippie...

2005-03-19 [Panda-monium]: what?

2005-03-19 [Moonlit Serenade]: Jackass, rude, cruel, irritating, annoying, pompous....

2005-03-19 [Panda-monium]: lol, no no no, I got that, what does her being a hippie have to do with that?

2005-03-19 [Moonlit Serenade]: Oh, no... if lethargic was a hippie, he'd be more excepting of everyone... perhaps more proper wording would be, 'you ought to convert to hippie so /you/ won't be such a jackass'.... *nods*

2005-03-19 [Panda-monium]: lmao, I understand. :P

2005-03-19 [Moonlit Serenade]: *smiles* Goody! Because sometimes, I do not even understand m'self.. *nods* I'm crazy... on Tuesdays...

2005-03-19 [Panda-monium]: lol, its not Tuesday...

2005-03-19 [Moonlit Serenade]: I know. Which is why you understand me.... If it were Tuesday, You'd be looking at me as if I had two heads one arm, six noses, and a beard.

2005-03-19 [Panda-monium]: perhaps ye do, how should i know. Well, its 2 AM here, so I am off, sweet dreams all

2005-03-19 [Moonlit Serenade]: G'night! And, no, I look like a normal human being... Half of the time....

2005-03-19 [Panda-monium]: lol, that's what they all say >.>

2005-03-19 [Lethargic Panda]: ...*glares at Pearl* ...I'd be the most cynical hippie ever.

2005-03-20 [Moonlit Serenade]: *wonders why she's being glared at* *eyes wide* Lethargic no likes Pearl's idea...??? *hides behind Moni* I twove you???

2005-03-20 [Panda-monium]: lol. I have never been used to hide behind before. :P:P

2005-03-20 [Moonlit Serenade]: *giggles* ^-^ There's a first time for everything!! But I am afraid he may bite of Pearly's fingers... *nods* He's scary sometimes....

2005-03-20 [Panda-monium]: Yikes, hope he is calm...

2005-03-20 [Moonlit Serenade]: Sometimes he reminds me of yogurt....

2005-03-20 [Lethargic Panda]: In that you want to just eat me up? *rolls around cutely*

2005-03-20 [Moonlit Serenade]: *blinks* No, as in you go bad over time! *hugs him* *giggles, then hides behind Moni again*

2005-03-20 [Panda-monium]: lol, I seem to be just an intermediate :P

2005-03-20 [Moonlit Serenade]: *blinks* Who? Me...??? *blinks*

2005-03-20 [Lethargic Panda]: ...Are you her?

2005-03-20 [Moonlit Serenade]: Oh... I read that wrong.. *laughs* *pets Lethargic* How has you been, my irritiating but endearing panda-boy????

2005-03-20 [Lethargic Panda]: ...lost.

2005-03-20 [Moonlit Serenade]: *blinks, cocking her head to one side* What is wrong....?

2005-03-20 [Lethargic Panda]: Nothing that concerns you. o.o

2005-03-20 [Moonlit Serenade]: *frowns* Maybe not, but can't I try to help you anyway...?

2005-03-20 [Lethargic Panda]: No, no you can't. :)

2005-03-20 [Moonlit Serenade]: *depressed by this* Why not....?

2005-03-20 [Lethargic Panda]: Because I don't need any help?

2005-03-20 [Moonlit Serenade]: *thoughtfully* why do you think that?

2005-03-20 [Lethargic Panda]: I stand alone. o.o

2005-03-20 [Moonlit Serenade]: Why, though?

2005-03-20 [Lethargic Panda]: It's just how I am?

2005-03-20 [Moonlit Serenade]: You're answers are so vague! Honestly, what can one accomplish by himself as opposed to two people who work together?

2005-03-20 [Lethargic Panda]: Anything, when he's better than all others. o.o

2005-03-20 [Moonlit Serenade]: But you are not better. *sighs*

2005-03-20 [Lethargic Panda]: Oh, but me is. *nods*

2005-03-20 [Panda-monium]: Nah, ye just think ye are, which only proves that your not.

2005-03-20 [Moonlit Serenade]: *claps* Yes! Exactly what Moni said!!

2005-03-20 [Panda-monium]: hehe, yessum.

2005-03-20 [Moonlit Serenade]: *giggles* You're so smart, Moni! ^-^

2005-03-20 [Lethargic Panda]: ...Meh, think what you will, I'm still right.

2005-03-21 [Panda-monium]: Nah, I am not all that smart really, *tips hat* But thank you kindly for the compliment, and Lethargic think what you want, but you will never be right so long as you thik you are. Ponder that for a while.

2005-03-21 [Lethargic Panda]: It's annoying when people try to make points by making statements that are seemingly deep but need very little thought to get through.

2005-03-21 [Moonlit Serenade]: People who think they're always right are annoying.... *sighs* *pets Lethargic*

2005-03-21 [Panda-monium]: Indeed, I never try to make points, far too much work, I say. I merely ramble on anf end up saying nothing in the end, because no one but me ever listens, like now...

2005-03-21 [BarleySinger]: I'm not always right. Sometimes I am equilateral or obtuse.

2005-03-22 [Lethargic Panda]: I'm acute. *took the good one*

2005-03-26 [Moonlit Serenade]: *laughs* Lovely... *huggles Moni* I listen!! I think you are spiffy.... like... a pudding cup... Oh... That sounds good right about now...

2005-03-26 [Lethargic Panda]: ...So you're going to eat Moni? O.O

2005-03-27 [Moonlit Serenade]: No.... No.... I'm not hungry anymore.

2005-03-27 [Lethargic Panda]: I see. False advertiser.

2005-03-29 [Moonlit Serenade]: Well, I'm sorry! I got sick... But now I'm hungry!!! ^_^ *bites of Lethargics finger and eats it* Yuummm....

2005-03-30 [Lethargic Panda]: Too bad I don't have fingers. :P

2005-03-30 [Moonlit Serenade]: Oh. Someone bit them all off already? Darn... I was beaten to it....

2005-03-30 [Lethargic Panda]: Nah, they're just nonexistent. o.o

2005-03-31 [Moonlit Serenade]: Then... dare I ask... how are you typing, eh?

2005-04-01 [Lethargic Panda]: I'm omnipotent.

2005-04-02 [Moonlit Serenade]: Really?? I don't buy it... ^_~

2005-04-02 [Lethargic Panda]: No purchase is required. :D

2005-04-02 [Moonlit Serenade]: Great, because I really don't have the money to buy a disfunctional pands

2005-04-02 [Moonlit Serenade]: Great, because I really don't have the money to buy a disfunctional panda

2005-04-02 [Lethargic Panda]: What pray tell is a 'pands'?

2005-04-02 [Moonlit Serenade]: *laughs* I typoed... Love me for the typos....

2005-04-02 [Lethargic Panda]: ...I'll pass. >:D

2005-04-03 [Moonlit Serenade]: *cries* Oh, Lethargic... You're so mean to me!! *throws pudding at Panda*

2005-04-03 [Lethargic Panda]: *dodges* *is awesome and cool*

2005-04-03 [Ryvre]: lethargic is mean to everyone.

2005-04-05 [Moonlit Serenade]: Cha... But he used to be nice to me... *cries* Oh, Lethargic... What have I done to displease you???

2005-04-05 [Lethargic Panda]: I'm just mean to most; especially jackass children. :D *pokes Pearl* You're being sensitive.

2005-04-06 [Moonlit Serenade]: Yeah, prolly... *huggles* I poke you with a spork

2005-04-06 [Lethargic Panda]: *is huggled* I see your spork, and raise you a dolphin.

2005-04-09 [Moonlit Serenade]: OH!! And I raise you a banana!!!

2005-04-09 [Lethargic Panda]: Pervert.

2005-04-09 [Moonlit Serenade]: You're the pervert, taking it that way... *shakes her head* Bad Panda!

2005-04-09 [Lethargic Panda]: ...How...did I...take it? o.O

2005-04-09 [Moonlit Serenade]: *sighs* You didn't, Panda. You didn't.

2005-04-09 [Lethargic Panda]: *poke* I win. :D

2005-04-10 [Ryvre]: blech......

2005-04-10 [Lethargic Panda]: ...v.v

2005-04-10 [Panda-monium]: Heylo all, sorry I was gone fer a while.

2005-04-11 [Lethargic Panda]: And you should be! *tackles*

2005-04-11 [Panda-monium]: *is tackled* Alright, alright. *pushes Panda off me playfully* I said I was didn't I? :P

2005-04-11 [Lethargic Panda]: Yessm, ye did. x.o *pokes you maniacally* Want to go search for treasure?

2005-04-11 [Panda-monium]: *checks watch* Can we do that in 10 minutes? I am at school. :P

2005-04-11 [Lethargic Panda]: Sigh, I have to go to school in under an hour. v.v

2005-04-11 [Panda-monium]: so sad! I am at school right now, not doing my work. :P:P

2005-04-11 [Lethargic Panda]: What time's it there?

2005-04-11 [Panda-monium]: 9:40 something like that.

2005-04-11 [Lethargic Panda]: I see, sucks to be you. It's 6:44 am here. o.o

2005-04-12 [Panda-monium]: hehe

2005-04-12 [Moonlit Serenade]: *pokes Lethargic* I think you favor Moni... *sniffles*

2005-04-12 [Lethargic Panda]: It's 4:26 am now. x.x My schedule is so messed up. And...you...stopped talking. >.>

2005-04-12 [Panda-monium]: *nods* I agree with Panda, it is merely coinidence, I started talking and ye stopped talking.

2005-04-12 [Lethargic Panda]: ...I was at the park for an hour at 4 or 5 this morning. ^.^

2005-04-12 [Panda-monium]: Nice, I tend to go out fer walks early in the morning, but I am waiting for the weather to be a bit nicer.

2005-04-12 [Lethargic Panda]: Brisk and cloudy is nice.

2005-04-12 [Panda-monium]: hehe, I suppose

2005-04-12 [Lethargic Panda]: o.o I have to go off to the rose gardens...again, right now. x.o

2005-04-12 [Panda-monium]: have fun

2005-04-13 [Lethargic Panda]: Me did muchly. ^.^

2005-04-13 [Panda-monium]: hehe, awesome, glad to hear that

2005-04-13 [Moonlit Serenade]: Nyah..

2005-04-14 [Lethargic Panda]: Pearly jealous?

2005-04-14 [Moonlit Serenade]: Cha.... Maybe a little... ^_~

2005-04-14 [Lethargic Panda]: *poke* I sees. *remembers* You is in the Spokane, you must know the rose gardens at Manito, yes? o.o

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